Tatiana (winterwillowweb) wrote in parentshelp,


I'm so sick of trying. I know that the kid's just grumpy, but when we go to actually TAKE her to the school, she becomes a little brat. She has to play tough and put on this show about what a royal pain she intends to be and I just want to smack her. I don't think she understands that this is her chance to turn her life around.
And I don't feel like I'm doing enough for Melody. I feel like she thinks I'm not trying.
I've come to the conclusion that they aren't going to let her go to school for at least another week. So is that going to come back on me? I mean, I thought... Take her to the school, fill out some paperwork, and she would start classes, if not that day, the next. But everything is working against me in that endevor.
And I can't help but feel that Melody thinks it's my fault and I'm not trying hard enough. I just feel like I'm hitting my head on a brick wall. Why doesn't anyone want her?
All I want for this kid is the best. But no one seams to want that for her. I just don't understand.

I don't know what to do.
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